i'm okay

So I hadn't posted about this because I didn't want to make a big deal about it. I had already been talking about so much about it with my friends and family here that I didn't want to talk more.

Anyway, I was going to have my gallbladder out last Thursday, but I chickened out.

To give a little background, I found out I had gall stones a few months ago. I guess it is super common after having a baby. Since then I've had a handful of attacks, but nothing that I thought I couldn't handle. I researched what to eat and what not to eat and I was really feeling pretty good. But I was already scheduled to have my gallbladder out. As it got closer I thought maybe I could wait a little longer. I even went out and ate a big burger and fries and had only a very minor attack. (Basically fatty foods can bother your gallbladder and cause attacks.)

So I cancelled my surgery, or rather postponed it.

I basically decided that I could live it a little longer. Of course since I cancelled it I haven't been feeling all that great.

But I feel good about the decision. I was having a tough time that I wouldn't be able to feed my little one that still doesn't take a bottle for most the day. (Now you know why we were so desperate for her take one!).

I'll probably have it done this year, especially if this darn pain continues. Until then I'll be living on turkey sandwiches and raisin bran! :)

Thank you to those that were so sweet to email, call and comment that you were thinking and praying for me. I know I will need those prayers soon enough.